What’s The Use?

Me at age 12. I was already deeply dis-regulated in my nervous system, which resulted in disordered eating, people-pleasing, OCD, and some mean-ass voices in my head telling me to off myself. I’ve recently met this little 12-year-old me… held her, listened, honored, and breathed her into a peaceful CNS. Now we are One.

Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness.

It took me years to understand that this, too, was a gift.

(Mary Oliver)

The Uses of Sorrow, a poem… and one which I have been diving deep-long into, marinating around in, and drinking-slurping-sometimes-choking down. Wisdom is a big pill to swallow and lies bitter in the belly until it is allowed time, patience, stillness to dissolve, integrate, become.

It’s where I’ve been. It’s where so many of us have been finding ourselves (and I mean that a couple ways) – in that field beyond right-doing and wrong-doing, way out there (and by that I mean, way in there.)

It’s been a lot, ya know?

The only way out is through.

Out of the pain… the only way out of it is to lean into it, become curious, open-hearted, brave… because the end of pain means the beginning of vulnerability and authenticity… and that shit is real (as in real messy.)

YOGA has been instrumental in my awakening-healing-thriving journey in this past six months. The asanas (poses) with the breathwork has helped me “land” in my body in a way like never before. I’m deeply grateful for this practice.

I teach in The Love Shack – here’s the schedule and details – and I’d love for you to join us on this trippy trip.

What will you do with this one wild and precious life?

(Mary Oliver)

Check out everything else I’m offering at The Love Shack.… and blessings of peace, healing, thriving, awakening, and LAUGHTER to you.

I love you. ❤

Published by writingeverydaydown

Thought Leader & Spiritual Guide... Licensed Sound Therapist & Certified Mind-Body Coach, my intention is to create a space of curiosity, compassion, & courage for all of us on our awakening experience, that journey of discovering, remembering, and being who we are.

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